Forgiveness? I am working on it...

I have not written in awhile. Chemo has been rough, plus I have been to Utah and April was here for a week. I have had much support from family and friends, and prayer gets me through almost every day. I am pretty weak, and that is discouraging at times...but the love and prayers and support from so many seems to sustain me and keeps me going.

Yesterday my oldest son and his wife spent the night and day with us. We all went to church together and it was so wonderful. Sometimes I look at my life and realize I do not have my health...and we don't have tons of money...but all the important things in life I have in great abundance. I have my faith...which is paramount. I have a wonderful, close family that would do anything for each other...a family of honest, upright children who chose the right and are Christlike in all their actions. I am married to a very moral and kind man who always thinks about others before he thinks about himself..a man that can look himself in the mirror each day and know he is living the way God wants him to live.

I also have so many wonderful friends...who call me or send me cards...who make dinner for me and come to see me. It is truly wonderful. Just this morning I had a dealing with someone who has little, if any moral character, and I wonder how they live with themselves on a day to day basis. So sad to me. If you cannot look in the mirror and say you treat others the way you want to be treated, then how do you wake up to yourselves each day? How to people live always trying to be one up on another person? It is just foreign to me.

Oh well...I just need to make sure my own heart is in the right place, and forgive these people. They know not what they do... Thank you Heavenly Father for your many, many blessings!!!